Hello rickford hicks,
This is a user-to-user support forum. Moderators, contributors including external Microsoft employees cannot directly intervene in Microsoft product features or access back-end systems. Our role is limited to providing technical guidance on reported issues, requests, or ideas. Do you still remember the gamertag of your account, if that is the case, you could be able to check with Microsoft Support or Xbox Support to see if they can give you the log in email. You can try to recover your account from there.
- Visit this website: Contact - Microsoft Support
- Type Contact in the search box.
- Now click Get help, and Select Contact Support or Sign in to contact support below.
- Go to the Products and services tab, and choose either Microsoft 365 and Office category.
- On the Category tab, choose Technical support.
- Go to Confirm.
- You can now choose the option of Chat with a support agent on your web browser.
Thank you for your understanding.